Learning to loseNothing seems to be going right at the momentTendencies are leaning to self-pity…I'd prefer to be alone right nowAnd please don't give me your sympathyPlease don't give me your comfortI'm burning myself to the groundSurrounded by those that careCareless phrases spiral to the floorIt's hard to feign belief and passionSearching for long lost secrets I hid in the nightComplicated boundaries and tiesSomething is hidden and I'm convinced theres a lieDon't try to console me because one day you'll seeNothing ever works out for meCensoring my every word…Too scared to listen, to scared to be heardI'm barely audible in t
Descending FaithStrange desires are feeding the rules of the gameSplitting open and exposing the layersThese are the goals and pleasures of painI'm taking away everything for nobody to seeRushing for fame and a fist ruled with ironFailing the things I'd most like to getFailure is just another's wealthy betDon't seem to believe in my own self worthAnd I know this and it always seems to hurt…Twisting these words to see what I can findCrowding company inside my mindSearching for places I'll be aloneSomewhere other than this so called home…Apparently too young to be this jadedAll my hope and faith long fadedSeeing visions of the nev